Sunday, April 10, 2005

i shall inculcate into myself some good english.... my english is becoming very crap...i feel really bad...i told vincent i failed physics right....then he looked so disappointed....sigh....i promise i shall work hard and do well in the next common test....dont want to disappoint him ya....

went church...back to 9am service...finally...service was good...marcus finally came and mind you jared..the sky didnt fall...i think my cell rocks! jus feeling guilty i have to put off my cell group meeting debut one more week cause i have tuiton next sat...sigh...i feel like i m letting so many people down...i wonder why there are so many cardboard cows scattered all over the place...do they need cardboard poo to fertilize the grass?

dennis came back from austalia...met him yesterday when he came to join our soccer game with my chay...it was so nice to see him again...he was the one that gave me the taste of being on a hike....one SPL and Head Prefect and senior i respected alot...i began to wonder some things in life....when u go away for a long time...do people close to you become distant?

i hope it never happens this way...where return from a place...only to see that your good friends dont even bother....why are people like that....is friendship really so fragile and so easily broken....i dont get it when they said 'we got used to him being gone for so long, it feels weird now tht he is back'....sighs....life is so complicated...i thought when you see someone you havent seen for a long time, you would like go 'yo, wads up brother....or hi, how have you been' instead of 80 percent ignoring him unless he talks to you....how do you measure true friendships...do they even last in the first place?

|cowpoo| 6:01 PM|

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